CES Letter
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My Search for Answers to my Mormon Doubts

by Jeremy Runnells

CES Letter is one Latter-Day Saint's honest quest to get official answers from the LDS Church on its troubling origins, history, and practices. Jeremy Runnells was offered an opportunity to discuss his own doubts with a director of the Church Educational System (CES) and was assured that his doubts could be resolved. After reading Jeremy's letter, the director promised him a response.

No response ever came.

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Updates

FAQs & Common Attacks Against CES Letter and Jeremy Runnells published

Two new pages added to website to clarify and defend CES Letter and Jeremy Runnells from false claims and attacks:

Frequently Asked Questions

Common Attacks Against CES Letter and Jeremy Runnells

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Influential 'Anti-Mormon Liar' Debunks

Rebuttal to Amateur Mormon Apologist Blogger's Lies and Slander of Jeremy Runnells and CES Letter.

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CES Letter Paperback Book Update

CES Letter paperback books will become available to order online shortly and will be shipped out over the next few weeks.

Now What? Book Announcement

Get notified of the new book launch: Now What? Navigating Life After the Shelf Breaks by Jeremy Runnells.

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Jeremy excommunicates the LDS Church from his life (resignation).

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Reviews of CES Letter

“Runnells’ CES Letter presents many historical issues concerning LDS history, which for many members has been a wake-up call. The letter deserves to be read, both in and out of the LDS community. Read with an open mind and you will understand why many members are asking questions.”

Hans H. Mattsson, Former Area Authority Seventy, LDS Church

“Jeremy Runnells’ CES Letter is an excellent summary of the foundational problems of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Given the generous amount of time, energy, and money donated to the LDS Church, members owe it to themselves to take a serious look beyond what is taught in Church meetings. I would begin with CES Letter.”

Grant H. Palmer, author of An Insider’s View of Mormon Origins

“Meticulously researched, this book represents Jeremy’s sincere, heartfelt, and herculean effort to gather and discern the basic evidence regarding LDS church origins. It is an incredible labor of love ... for truth. Mormon apologists have tried—and failed—to discredit CES Letter. If you want to quickly learn the main historical and scientific issues with LDS church truth claims, I know of no other resource—on the Internet or in print—that is more accurate, concise, and yet comprehensive. I highly recommend this book.”

John P. Dehlin, Ph.D, Founder of MormonStories.org

“Amazing work!”
—Jason
“Mind blown”
—Michael
“So eloquent”
—Jonathan
“Fantastic!”
—Josh
“Summarizes issues better than I imagined”
—Matt
“Sums up all the issues nicely”
—Phil
“Great and amazing summary”
—David
“Impressive and complete”
—Dustin
“The ‘red pill’ of Mormonism”
—Heather
“Nearly brought me to tears”
—Austen
"It was well written”
—Tim
“An excellent work”
—Andrew
“Eye-opening”
—Michelle
“I love your fantastic letter!”
—Matt
“Riveted from start to end”
—Steven
“Beautifully outlines my concerns”
—Jason
“Read it tonight. I very much enjoyed it”
—Craig
“I thoroughly enjoyed every paragraph!”
—Rob
“Masterful”
—Tim
“Absolutely brilliant!”
—Jill
“Beautifully written”
—Jessie
“Wow!”
—Bradley

About the Author

Born and raised in Southern California, Jeremy is a seventh generation Mormon of Pioneer heritage who reached every Mormon youth milestone. An Eagle Scout, Returned Missionary, BYU alumnus, Jeremy was married in the San Diego Temple with expectations and plans of living Mormonism for the rest of his life.

In February 2012, Jeremy experienced an awakening to the LDS Church's truth crisis, which subsequently led to a faith transition that summer. In the spring of 2013, Jeremy was approached and asked by a CES Director to share his questions and concerns about the LDS Church's origins, history, and current practices. In response, Jeremy wrote what later became publicly known as the CES Letter (originally titled Letter to a CES Director).

The CES Director responded that he read the "very well written" letter and that he would provide Jeremy with a response. No response ever came.

“I believe that members and investigators deserve to have all of the facts and information on the table, to be able to make a fully-informed and balanced decision as to whether or not they want to commit their hearts, minds, time, talents, income, and lives to Mormonism.”

Jeremy T. Runnells


Interview with Mormon Stories

Part 1 On Growing Up Mormon and the Genesis of the CES Letter 
Part 2 Jeremy Discusses the CES Letter in Detail 
Part 3 Rapid Firing Round, Reaction to the Letter 

Debunking

Several unofficial Mormon apologists, including FairMormon, have provided responses to CES Letter:

Jeremy's response to FairMormon:

The only official response, to date, is the series of recent essays by the LDS Church, which is available on the Church’s own lds.org website.

A comprehensive critique of each essay is available here on MormonThink.com.

Jeremy’s rebuttals to other Mormon apologist arguments:

A Zombie’s Reflections on That Mormon Apologist’s Reflections

Jeremy’s rebuttal to Daniel C. Peterson’s FairMormon Some Reflections on That Letter to a CES Director presentation.

The Book of Abraham: “Except for Those Willfully Blind, the Case is Closed”

Jeremy’s rebuttal to Brian M. Hauglid’s Jeremy Runnells and the Book of Abraham essay.

The Sky is Falling – Part 1

Jeremy’s rebuttal to FairMormon’s Kevin Christensen’s Eye of the Beholder essay.